October 2009
“ everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve,...
these awkward times.
dario marianelli - briony ( atonement ost )
we are unusual and tragic and alive.
head filled with elsewhere.
the knife - heartbeats
if there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt.
wish i could speak in just one sweep instead i mumble randomly.
radiohead - pyramid song
impossible = i’m possible
communication error.
i get too attached to fictional characters.
what i cannot create, i do not understand.
bat for lashes - trophy ♥
drugged tired depressed delusional suicidal obsessed childlike awkward ugly dull slovenly unlovable.
intense or harsh, as in color.
flame like me.
no more.
you go on, i’ll be okay, i can dream the rest away.
