November 2009
i have a lot of mood swings. and i can’t be running back and forth forever between deep sorrow and high delight.
yeah yeah yeahs - phenomena
there are so many things i want.
i think about everything. sometimes i write it all down. and sometimes i’m too busy feeling it all until it escapes and i have to run after it all over again.
kelley polar - we live in an expanding universe
believe.
here is what i have to offer in its most elaborate form: confusion guided by a clear sense of purpose.
the xx - shelter ♥
nothing good ever comes with overthinking.
grouper - heavy water / i’d rather be...
it’s all sensation. there isn’t any meaning.
i want you to know that i’m noticing your changes. thank you for listening and caring.
♥
depeche mode - just can’t get enough
“ any promise of explanation is an illusion. no matter how many questions you answer, you are always left asking more. there’s no such thing as understanding. “
pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.
i like beautiful melodies telling me terrible things.
radiohead - street spirit
(i am) my own personal jesus.
everybody seems so sad, tired, unmotivated, passive and mean.
i shall ignore all this negativism around me.
massive attack - special cases
i am defined by my emotions.
don’t think. because when you think you realise just how fucked up everything really is. you realise you don’t know how you got where you are, you don’t know where you’re going and you don’t know what do do anymore. so don’t think, just keep going and make it happen.
i am defined by my instincts.
bite your tongue until it tastes like blood.
